I feel like it’s so important for me to remember where I started….especially during terrible weeks like this one. My starting weight was 350. (I’m 5’6. Not sure if that’s important but I always like to know people’s heights. That’s probably because I compare myself to everyone else, which is a sickness in itself.) I’m currently at 205. I don’t have any new pictures of me so the ones in the “after collage” I weigh about 212-220. If you follow my blog you know I had about 10 lbs of excess skin removed this week via panniculectomy. My plastic surgeon wanted to do it now & then a full tummy tuck later to just get me comfortable in clothes & get me to a place where I feel comfortable in the gym so I can lose my remaining 55 lbs. At this point I regret the surgery. I look ridiculous. I know it’s only temporary until I can lose the rest of my weight but I think I was expecting at least a little better results right now. It’s just been an incredibly emotional week. SO I did these collages to remind myself that where I am is so far from where I have been and where I’m going is so far from where I currently am. I didn’t get here overnight & I’m not going to lose the rest of my weight overnight. But I can do this.
I feel like it’s so important for me to remember where…
Tags: Weight loss, Fat loss, Before and after photos.