Starting weight: 270.
Weight now: no idea!
😬😬😬 it’s insane how easy it is to forget how far you’ve come. Not just with fatloss but with anything. I look in the mirror and think of how much more I need to accomplish and forget that I was once super unhappy. Not because I was overweight. But because my body constantly hurt. I could hardly walk up a hill without almost passing out. I have PCOS and a few weeks before I decided to lose weight I had finally stopped having a period that had lasted for almost two months. I was too scared to go to the doctor because I didn’t want to know my weight, instead of realizing that a two month long cycle is NOT normal and I could be seriously ill. I was content with dismissing signs that my body was unhealthy.
At this point in my life I’m not trying to lose anymore “weight.” My goal is to healthy and happy and if lose weight then it is what it is. I stopped working out and watching my food intake about 3 months after graduating college. I was very depressed and didn’t know what to do with my life. And even though I don’t exactly know what I’m doing now anymore than I did then, I’m OKAY with that. Since May, I’ve work out 3-5 times a week and I’ve been practicing mindful eating. I’m so happy that I’ve started pushing myself to do better. 😊😊😊. Feel free to follow me on IG! ceciliamarielavoie