When I first started trying to lose weight to now..
Trying to find motivation in how far I’ve come to really get serious.
I have a pretty good couple of weeks, never perfect, but consistent enough to where I’m almost seeing changes and then I have one off day.. Whether it’s just a bad day and I don’t leave bed or just a junk food filled day while out and about.. And I get stuck for usually a week or so until I feel like a fat lard and that I want to die and I catch a tiny bit of motivation and the cycle starts again. I’ve come a long way but I know that I could be a lot farther had I stay as motivated as I was going from the beginning. It’s frustrating and I can only blame myself.. And only I can keep myself on track. I need to do this for myself just for the fact that I’ve just wanted to love and be comfortable in my body for as long as I can remember, even as a little kid.. I need to accomplish this for myself.
When I first started trying to lose weight to…
Tags: Weight loss, Fat loss, Before and after photos.